Hello...as some might have though I am dead or just have no artistic or writing abilites anymore..you are wrong. I just...long story, probably wont be on here much or possibly not at all. Anywho the point is I am probably going to be cleaning out my gallary of all that old emo poems and such. They were ok but they make no sense to me anymore. I'm kinda tired of similies and metaphores, no one ever gets it or knows what your talking about so I will just have to spell it out for them I guess. So insdead of "This scar it speaks wonders of tales down under, to the place I found the reason now I'll be in continuous slumber." It will be more something like this "Yeah I used to cut myself, and watch how much it bleeds. But I stopped for you...now you hurt more than I could have ever hurt me!" Idk its more of an angry approach than a depressed one...although I guess whoever wants to say what they like better thats fine..i will probably still be doing both anyways but you know whatever. Point is..my gallary is getting full of a lot of stuff I don't remember (I will keep the flashes though those are still epic) All right Im out of here.
Pweace
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Again I don't know how many of you will be reading this but for those who do hopefully it applies to you.

Ok so long story so I won't explain, so in a nutshell..I'm going back to public school. So I will be at Hunter Huss tomorrow, thats when I will be starting. I'm pretty sure they are going to make me retake Algebra1 so that pretty much sucks but oh well. I think they put me in honors English though not too sure. Also they put me in P.E which really sucks but oh well get that mess over with. Thats all I know right now. There is something going on tonight, something a/b graduation but I think I'm going to that too. Yeah so anywho I'm starting to ramble, just thought I would let you all know. So hopefully I'll see some of you around maybe. (yeah homeschooling was THAT bad..j/k thats not the only reason)

Ello eveyone. It is like 2 in the morning so yay for not being able to sleep. So its been a while since I caught you all up on life, and plus I don't know what else to do right now.

Ok so thinks upcoming, I might be taking drivers ed at Huss. Probably will need about 2 phone books for me to see over the dashboard, (I tried to drive our car once and I almost ran into our house cause I couldn't see, scary at the time, hilarious now). I am saving up money for like a nice camera and a new phone cause I have a crappy one because my last one got destroyed by yours truely and my cursed hand. Grrr.

School = Broing

In some exciting news though I am in a band. Well we have plans to at least, we haven't really done anything though. Kinda busy/lazy. Um, not a whole lot of exciting thigs have happened to me actually.

In other noncence (I can't spell)I am recovering from a pretty severe wave of depression. If you don't already know I do suffer from pretty severe depression. Which is funny cause I haven't even been to the doctor, no antidepressants for the Jenster. Haven't been hospitalized yet which is awsome.

Anyways thats it. If you read to the end of this then thank you for being able to listen to my rambles. I was just bored and have insomnia so anywho. Bye Hope all is well with everyone else.

Jenna

Ok so Its been a while since I have given you kinda all around updates because -gasp- nothing has really been happening. But im bored and about to go out o' my mind so ill just do it now

As for at this moment, Im at my dadn't house in Indiana. Im bored cause half the time he is gone and he made such a big deal about us coming and now he is gone all the time (thanks for the reminder why I am mad at you dad btw) Yeah so my dad is still crazy as usual lol. He gave us $250 to shop but sometimes money doesn't fix things but I can't complain lol I like some mu-lah.

As for school, still homeschooling and most definately likely will NOT be going back to public school. I started something and I intend to finish it and I try not to break my word, even to myself. I guess its getting a bit harder anyways so I guess I got some chalenge to it. But I still you guys a lot my home skillets! lol

Urr, can't really think of anything else, Well if any of you wanna know something I guess just ask lol. I wrote this for really no reason except I just don't know what else to do right now. Ok, Peace!

~Jennarrraaarrrraawwr~

I haven't really writin a journal in a while so I guess its updating time.

First of all the Indiana trip was complete disaster. Shannon one of my closest friends that I have known for like ever has changed into a bimbo airhead who only thinks about boys. Thats why I came back early. I was pissed and ignored most of the time.

My mom is in Indiana becasue my grandma like shattered her foot and needed surgary which went really good but she is still gunna be up there for a while.

Homeschooling is pretty much awful. One it is like so freakin easy I wanna slit my own wrists. And they make me write about gay stuff like "what is your favorite move tv show or book" and im sitting there thinking "wtf who freakin cares" And its trying to explain to me what a freakin sentence is in like 5 different ways. -_- But I guess ill get through it real fast.

My own Spiderman still has my heart. (spiderman is my lil Joshy) I don't think he is going to give it back either. But he has iven his to Janelle. And its pretty much i lose/lose situation for me cause I know my sister is going to break his heart. I would rather get broken again than have him suffer through the same pain as I am. And I pretty much can't go a day without missing him either. I could really go on and on about how much I like him but I won't do that to you guys. But of course janelle has stolen it...even though she feels guilty about it she still keeps on being a bimbo and flirting with him. And he can't see who it is that is the real one who really likes him. Its right in front of his face but he can't see it.

Sorry for this being so freakin long...

As for my guitar...its pretty flippin fun. I love playing it both acoustic and electric. On my electric I right now am trying to learn One by Metalica...its suckish right now but I am determined. And the solo ownz so much. And I know how to do it so I just need to get it better. Im pretty sure you all know that song because of Guitar Hero 3. Which is also awsome. Expert is like the funnest thing man. Ok sorry O.o

Ok I think thats all. Buh Bye this is like super long O.o

Extra: Ok so I like just recorded me playing my acoustic and electric guitar.
The electric guitar cover is Diary of Jane by Breaking Benjamin and here it is... oh and if this doesn't work then just make a quick account or something sorry thats kinda a lot of trouble and if you don't want to do that just ill message you my username and password. Here it is [link]

The acoustic cover is "All That I've Got by The Used" Again do the same thing sign is as me if it doesn't work. Here it is... [link]