Im just gunna rant on a little right now because I am really mad right now and have been for a few days. I am getting tired of people messing up other people's lives. ITS NOT THEIR BUISINESS ANYWAYS!! STOP RUINING OUR LIVES JUST BECAUSE WE ARE NOT EXACTLY THE FREAKIN WAY YOU WANT US!!!! Why can't anyone be happy without SOMEONE comming in and ruining it...WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT IT IF YOU HATE IT SO MUCH THEN LEAVE THEM ALONE ALONE GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR. (im using "us" and "I" and "them"just kinda as a basic people in general) Its not their life so why care just live your own and be done with it. AND all the people who say they have a such terrible life becaue their 200th boyfirend cheated on them...and cry and get so much freakin sympathy...YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT A HARD LIFE IS!! heck I don't even know what a hard life is. They all the stuff they want...they get to go to the beach every weekend...everyone in the school knows their name. I mean seriously sorry if i offend anyone but if you were at my school you know what I mean. I know people that have had way worse things happen to them and guess what...THEY KEPT THEIR TEARS IN!! Seriously I feel like crying everyday but I DON'T... I don't wanna live but do I yell that at the top of my lungs and cry about it so EVERYONE knows that im unhappy..its called GRIN AND BEAR IT PEOPLE. All of you who are reading this doesn't apply to you. But im just extremely mad for some reason. ARG JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND STOP TRYING TO CHANGE ME AND LET ME BE HAPPY FOR ONCE!! I say that to whoever has gone through that. and how come the meanest and most rude people have the most friends but the nicest people are all alone....WHAT KIND OF MESSED UP WORLD IS THIS? And i swear I am sick and tired of people messing and talking bad about my firends im so freakin mad @ this person that did that JUST TODAY and as soon as I saw them I wanted to go and attack them until they cry...I might be small but if you mess with ANY of my friends I will become your worst nightmare! I don't care if you are this 6 foot tall person you DON'T EVER mess with them. And my heart goes out to all of those who have ever been ridiculed or anyhing because of who you are. And if you need me to come and beat them up I will lol jk but still if you need to talk just feel free as ever to talk to me. Now im kinda sounding like a hotline but you know what I mean. I just don't want anyone to feel bad or anything. The reason I just now say this is because I started thinking too much last night and got some extreme breakdown about a lot of different things and now im PO. Well m sister needs the computer. so I guess its a good time for me to stop. Ok I feel a little better now...