Well a few people wanted to know what my poems were really about. Well here you go…some explanations are better than others. I use like “I” and “they” just kinda to give you the idea…doesn’t necessarily mean I feel exactly this way. If you notice…yes I know most of the meanings are similar, but that’s kinda the point I use the same feelings and write different things. Kk…this took a long time and I hope you enjoy…

LULABY: Ok so this one is about someone loving someone else and they don’t know how they feel but the other person doesn’t know it. Even though their love is strong, they still know its impossible
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BELONG: About finding that special someone and they think about them a lot, and that person’s love keeps them from the terrible life that they have. (one of my not so depressing poems)

THE MEMORY: This is one where I’m not sure what I really meant but its about being ignored and everything you thought or wanted just blows away and no one cares (EMO’S WORLD!!!)

TWO: Every day something new is taken away from them that they love and its too the point where the only thing left is their dreams, even their love has been taken. And they don’t know what to do about it because they are afraid of how it will end up…could be good…could be bad.

BEHIND THE MASK: Well again I don’t really know what this is about, I made it while lying in bed and I was depressed and darkness was the way I was feeling so it is what comforted me and behind a mask is dark so I want to keep it on forever.

THE DEVIL'S WHISPERS: Every day is practically exactly the same and so is everyone. And my own pain and misery sings me songs of terrible things in my head. (that doesn’t make much sense either XD)

THE LADY IN BLACK: This one is not that hard, there was really this lady who stared at me and it haunted me inside so I wrote about it.

MY HEARTS ENEMY: oh..i don’t wanna explain this one…im just gunna say that I was thinking about my dad while I was writing this (I get depressed when think about it) plus one other thing that again im not gunna say.

MY VERY OWN SAVIOR: About feeling so alone and pained that you find comfort in the most little and insignificant things, the piece of paper symbolizes all the little things you hold onto that might keep you going in life. For me the paper is supposed to be writing (yay )

SOUL OF A FLLOWER: This is another one im not sure what I was thinking and I don’t really wanna explain more because it might take away from its effects and haunting feeling its supposed to give you. (Oh and try and read it with the song “Dance with the Devil by Breaking Benjamin” its kinda weird but its almost like it fits a little)

HAUNTING MY LOVE'S THOUGHTS: (oye I got a long one here) There is so much stress that it makes you cry tears of blood. Asking someone if they would regret always caring about what someone else thinks of you and tries to tell you what is wrong and what is right. And there is anger for those people who do that, and it is them that kills my heart. And I blame them for it and myself for not handling me (if that makes sense) Want to get revenge on the people who do that and even if its not me it still kills me inside because I feel bad for that person. I ask to forget all those people who tells you whats right and wrong. No matter how much I want someone to know how I still feel they will never hear it because I keep it inside and jus listen to my thoughts. No matter how much I want to let it all go and forget I can’t because its real and you can’t escape reality. (wow there was a lot for that one)

ANGEL'S ORCHARD: There was happiness in me for a little while where I cared about nothing but then a change in one thing made it all go away. And it still bothers me. The angels orchard represents my own mind and dreams. Where I can have anything I want and love anyway I want without worries. And I want to die there so that I can stay forever without worrying about anything ever again. I ask my love to join me there so that they can feel the same way. And everything is perfect there and I am finally happy. But then I wake up and find out it was all just a dream. (yes…I hate that when that happens)

CRYSTAL EYES: The CRYstal eyes thing was a good idea by Brandi and Kelsey, the CRY is abviously supposed to stand out. This whole thing is just in a nutshell…a dream…yeah…that’s it.

LADY IN BLACK RETURNS: Pretty much self explanatory, just a sequel to Lady in black. It is supposed to be that I kill her. MWAHAHHA im the demon slayer.

ok so thats all...tell me now when I write more if you want me to tell you what it is about when I post it or do you like that mystery in it? -nudge nudge- i like they mystery XD ok anyways hope you were not disappointed in any of this.

~yourHERO~