I haven't really writin a journal in a while so I guess its updating time.

First of all the Indiana trip was complete disaster. Shannon one of my closest friends that I have known for like ever has changed into a bimbo airhead who only thinks about boys. Thats why I came back early. I was pissed and ignored most of the time.

My mom is in Indiana becasue my grandma like shattered her foot and needed surgary which went really good but she is still gunna be up there for a while.

Homeschooling is pretty much awful. One it is like so freakin easy I wanna slit my own wrists. And they make me write about gay stuff like "what is your favorite move tv show or book" and im sitting there thinking "wtf who freakin cares" And its trying to explain to me what a freakin sentence is in like 5 different ways. -_- But I guess ill get through it real fast.

My own Spiderman still has my heart. (spiderman is my lil Joshy) I don't think he is going to give it back either. But he has iven his to Janelle. And its pretty much i lose/lose situation for me cause I know my sister is going to break his heart. I would rather get broken again than have him suffer through the same pain as I am. And I pretty much can't go a day without missing him either. I could really go on and on about how much I like him but I won't do that to you guys. But of course janelle has stolen it...even though she feels guilty about it she still keeps on being a bimbo and flirting with him. And he can't see who it is that is the real one who really likes him. Its right in front of his face but he can't see it.

Sorry for this being so freakin long...

As for my guitar...its pretty flippin fun. I love playing it both acoustic and electric. On my electric I right now am trying to learn One by Metalica...its suckish right now but I am determined. And the solo ownz so much. And I know how to do it so I just need to get it better. Im pretty sure you all know that song because of Guitar Hero 3. Which is also awsome. Expert is like the funnest thing man. Ok sorry O.o

Ok I think thats all. Buh Bye this is like super long O.o

Extra: Ok so I like just recorded me playing my acoustic and electric guitar.
The electric guitar cover is Diary of Jane by Breaking Benjamin and here it is... oh and if this doesn't work then just make a quick account or something sorry thats kinda a lot of trouble and if you don't want to do that just ill message you my username and password. Here it is [link]

The acoustic cover is "All That I've Got by The Used" Again do the same thing sign is as me if it doesn't work. Here it is... [link]